15:23:14suntmci mean does it matter if it looks like ass? as long as it doesn't taste like ass
15:23:41shinmeraIt matters to my perfectionist dingus brain
15:24:29shinmeraAnyway, the biggest problem is that the dough /still/ did not rise as much as in the video. Next time I'm going to try letting it rise at a warmer temperature.
15:25:47shinmeragingerale: so how about that celeste
15:33:57gingeraleI still need to cook dinner and eat something but I'll get to that in ten minutes and I should be done by the time
20:05:46shinmeraTake a chill walk outside. Do grocery shopping and other chores. Try doing something new you haven't done before. Come hang out with me, I'd do that even if you do feel like shit.
20:06:53suntmci avoid the stores nowadays. sensory overload. i don't like walking, really.
20:07:09suntmcand i just don't feel like meeting up with anyone atm
20:08:53shinmeraIt won't improve your mood in the instant, but that's not the point. It's not about doing one thing one time and it being like a miracle medicine.
20:13:40gingeraleSensory overload is annoying. Thankfully constant music from earbuds helps a ton.
20:13:52suntmci've been doing stuff for 2 years. it's just gotten worse and worse
20:14:03suntmcalso, it doesn't help that i also suffer from PTSD
20:14:36suntmcgingerale: yeah, headphones are always good. but stores are just too bright and have too much color
20:15:08suntmcthere's a store nearby (SPAR) that has an autism friendly hour like twice a week where they dim the lights and turn off the radio and stuff. it's pretty neat
20:15:25shinmeraWhat happened to that clinic visit you talked about?