13:36:44
isoraqathedh
I think it actually has a banned-words.txt and then just runs through it line-by-line checking by string-equal.
13:38:39
isoraqathedh
...further experiments show that it's not even string-equal, it's case sensitive.
15:46:18
shinmera
gonna stream some mehrio golf tonight
15:46:36
shinmera
oh hey pincers disappeared again.
15:47:03
shinmera
it's half off in the summer sale.
15:47:43
shinmera
you don't get email notifications from steam?
15:48:13
anon
by the time I get a day off it will be the 20th day in a row
15:48:44
anon
the only comfort is that I will have a lot of coin
15:49:20
anon
when do you think you'll have time to finish my bg?
15:49:55
shinmera
dunno. I haven't felt like drawing anything at all past weeks.
15:50:06
shinmera
I might try redoing it in 3D though.
15:59:14
anon
is the xbox controller still the best thing to use for pc?
16:00:35
shinmera
https://www.8bitdo.com/pro2/
16:00:36
Colleen
www.8bitdo.com/pro2/ Website (HTML), Title: 8BitDo Pro 2. More Pro. | 8BitDo
16:00:37
Colleen
www.8bitdo.com/pro2/ Website (HTML), Title: 8BitDo Pro 2. More Pro. | 8BitDo
16:04:39
anon
okay, I was wondering why it looked different
16:04:50
anon
I wanted to get a controller to play games with
16:04:57
anon
so far there are a lot of games to get
16:16:51
anon
thats weird, I'm not finding Sekiro on steam
17:28:11
shinmera
::notify minty https://twitter.com/TheOnion/status/1408455124842954760?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw%7Ctwcamp%5Etweetembed%7Ctwterm%5E1408455124842954760%7Ctwgr%5E%7Ctwcon%5Es1_&ref_url=https%3A%2F%2Fforums.somethingawful.com%2Fshowthread.php%3Fthreadid%3D3940821userid%3D0perpage%3D40pagenumber%3D5857
17:28:11
Colleen
shinmera: Got it. I'll let minty know as soon as possible.
17:28:11
Colleen
shinmera: Got it. I'll let minty know as soon as possible.
20:46:06
shinmera
suntmc: https://twitter.com/shen/status/1408284995131645956
20:46:10
shinmera
it's already happening.
21:11:50
Colleen
Your fortune for today is: the public transport will be late today.
21:11:50
Colleen
Your fortune for today is: the public transport will be late today.
21:12:22
Colleen
minty: shinmera said 3 hours, 44 minutes ago: https://twitter.com/TheOnion/status/1408455124842954760?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw%7Ctwcamp%5Etweetembed%7Ctwterm%5E1408455124842954760%7Ctwgr%5E%7Ctwcon%5Es1_&ref_url=https%3A%2F%2Fforums.somethingawful.com%2Fshowthread.php%3Fthreadid%3D3940821userid%3D0perpage%3D40pagenumber%3D5857
21:12:22
Colleen
minty: shinmera said 3 hours, 44 minutes ago: https://twitter.com/TheOnion/status/1408455124842954760?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw%7Ctwcamp%5Etweetembed%7Ctwterm%5E1408455124842954760%7Ctwgr%5E%7Ctwcon%5Es1_&ref_url=https%3A%2F%2Fforums.somethingawful.com%2Fshowthread.php%3Fthreadid%3D3940821userid%3D0perpage%3D40pagenumber%3D5857
21:43:21
shinmera
another depressing evening
21:55:35
minty
fukken long as day of work
21:56:05
shinmera
I'm gonna go out tomorrow and see if I can find some cube baking container thingies.
21:56:21
shinmera
so I can make cube bread
21:56:25
minty
as an aside... i now have tickets to see rifftrax:hobgoblins live in august. streamed from nashville
21:57:08
minty
...you should put that as one of the tts things
21:58:43
shinmera
always gotta do everything myself huh
21:59:28
minty
omg a guy holding suspected shoplifters at gunpoint was shot by off-duty cop
22:00:21
minty
No WaIt OfFiCeR i'M tHe GoOd GuY wItH tHe GuN
22:02:37
shinmera
Not drawing is fucking destroying me
22:02:43
shinmera
but I can't get myself to draw either
22:03:30
shinmera
I also noticed that I started to seclude again
22:03:48
shinmera
Stopped interacting with various communities
22:05:41
shinmera
I also don't know what to write about in the weeklies
22:05:50
shinmera
and am not working on any other projects either.
22:09:45
minty
well, i mean... if other seasonal depressions exist i dun see why summer's not an option for it
22:10:19
minty
if it's uncharacteristic for you, and you can't pinpoint what it is, it's an option?
22:11:25
shinmera
I think it's a combination of work stress, my usual problem with high standards and envy, and a knock-on effect from anon's commission stuff.
22:12:02
shinmera
I appreciate him wanting to commission stuff from me, but I've always known that I'm not cut out for that kinda thing and it puts pressures on me in ways that just fuck everything up.
22:12:42
shinmera
I'm not sure if the drawing depresso is really entirely caused by that but I imagine it's at least a part of it.
22:13:22
shinmera
and I don't think me not drawing has ever really led to me feeling great.
22:14:22
minty
the dopamine jolt of making and finishing a thing is real
22:15:01
shinmera
That's like, the one thing that is very atypical about me.
22:15:11
shinmera
And it has all sorts of shitty ramifications.
22:15:32
shinmera
But this is why I typically don't care about finishing a project and am just immediately like 'what are next'
22:16:15
shinmera
I instead get my fix from seeing other people like and appreciate what I do
22:16:20
shinmera
And inversely get stressed out when I don't.
22:16:44
shinmera
Obviously an uncontrolled external factor like that isn't great.
22:18:19
minty
my brain is garbage but in other ways
22:18:34
minty
sitting around waiting for the mood to do the thing
22:18:41
shinmera
as if anyone with a nongarbage brain would hang out here
22:19:00
shinmera
that's why chris isn't in chat except for saturdays
22:19:44
minty
then, when start doing the thing, don't finish the thing until it's completely done regardless of how long the thing takes and then my back hurts from being hunched over the thing and head hurts from smell of paint on the thing etc but stil it's fucking done yaaaay
22:20:46
shinmera
anyway, I still feel like I'm gonna cry for no reason soon, so I'm just gonna fuck off and sleep.
22:21:04
minty
night shin, hope tomorrow's a better day for you
0:59:34
Colleen
Your fortune for today is: birds.
0:59:34
Colleen
Your fortune for today is: birds.
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