21:50:08mintywithout regard to any sort of jail time i might face for doing so
21:51:25shinmeraI don't even understand the point of that ethos. Like... what benefit does believing that give you? That you're an asshole to yourself? That it's your fault you're in a shit situation?
21:52:07shinmeraLike, you know, beliefs are always in service of some kind of other desire
21:54:04shinmeranot really because there the assumption is that god is benevolent and is doing it to show you how strong you are
21:54:16shinmerarather than you choosing a shitty life for yourself
21:54:48mintyyeah but in this regard, your soul signed up for it, which must mean there's a payoff in the end because you chose this life for yourself?
6:34:24shinmerafirst time I awoke was like sometime past 6
6:39:38gingeraleAh, I hope you feel at least a bit rested
6:43:53gingeraleHm.. I had forgotten the leftovers on my kitchen counter yesterday after all. At least they were sealed in a container but still, I recall thinking multiple times that I'll store it in the fridge. I hate my brain.
6:45:09gingeraleI think the distraction to forget to do that was removing the day covers from my bed.