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Monday, 11th of October 2021, 15:27:18 UTC
15:43:13
minty
gingerale: lookit this cute little pumpkin witch fluter https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10P52OzMwTc
15:43:14
Colleen
www.youtube.com/watch?v=10P... Website (HTML), Title: Haunted Village Halloween Ambience 🦇 3 Hours of Relaxing Spooky and Fall Nature Sounds, White Noise -
15:43:14
Colleen
www.youtube.com/watch?v=10P... Website (HTML), Title: Haunted Village Halloween Ambience 🦇 3 Hours of Relaxing Spooky and Fall Nature Sounds, White Noise -
15:43:47
gingerale
That's a very talented fluter pumpkin
15:44:11
minty
it's got the little curvy-toed shoes
15:44:37
minty
i just wanted to share the link i'm gonna go back to sewing my goblin i'll open ocelot
15:45:54
gingerale
Enjoy sewing. It's a very good link
15:48:31
minty
it's a bit more time consuming... i couldn't find an olive green minky so i'm using olive green flannel
15:50:08
shinmera
anon: android lichat client
15:50:18
shinmera
another piece of shit broken software I wrote
15:56:25
minty
and finish my goblin even tho now i want to make a punkin witch
16:30:04
minty
anon sign up for secret santa
16:30:37
gingerale
It's almost the deadline for its signups.
16:30:51
minty
yeah, and anon and sucky aint in yet
16:31:36
minty
too busy jerkin' off over vtubers
16:31:38
anon
oh hey I finally got into the affiliate program
16:46:41
minty
anon: wanna help another animal sanctuary?
16:46:50
minty
https://www.clovenheartfarmsanctuary.org/
16:46:51
Colleen
www.clovenheartfarmsanctuar... Website (HTML), Title: Cloven Heart Farm Sanctuary - Home
16:46:51
Colleen
www.clovenheartfarmsanctuar... Website (HTML), Title: Cloven Heart Farm Sanctuary - Home
16:46:59
minty
"crisis vet care funds needed now"
16:47:03
anon
nice, my internet dropped out of nowhere
17:05:12
shinmera
anon just discovered anime isn't real
17:05:39
anon
connection is dropping out of nowhere
17:07:23
anon
I don't know why it's doing it
17:16:16
minty
ears are done being sewn... ima move back over to the fabric table
17:21:10
anon
where do you find these charities mints
17:57:11
shinmera
gingerale: PincerAttack: what do tonite?
17:57:40
gingerale
Well, I'm waiting for my food delivery.
17:57:55
gingerale
Its estimate keeps getting pushed back
17:59:14
shinmera
have you gotten to this boss in metroid dread yet?
17:59:25
shinmera
https://chat.tymoon.eu/data//stevenchan/16e84540be899d2aac6409ac375f253325ccea9382f00635ce46a193b3e2da8b.jpg
17:59:25
Colleen
chat.tymoon.eu/data//steven... Image (JPEG)
17:59:25
Colleen
chat.tymoon.eu/data//steven... Image (JPEG)
18:00:31
gingerale
No, I'm taking the game really slow because I want other games out of the way first. Like TGAAC.
18:00:43
shinmera
(the image is not a spoiler)
18:00:49
gingerale
I know, I can see it.
18:00:59
gingerale
But I'm sure Orange will appear sooner or later
18:02:32
PincerAttack
Is this a new form of meat
18:02:49
shinmera
idk wtf it is it's just a gif of a dancing orange
18:02:59
PincerAttack
So Vinny is switching to fruits now
18:03:22
gingerale
Ryutaro art. https://twitter.com/gomipomi/status/1437127418406309890
18:04:31
PincerAttack
I wonder how close I am to the end
18:08:55
gingerale
Huh, the beginning of the estimate is going backwards now. Gone all the way back to 50 minutes ago.
18:22:46
PincerAttack
shinmera: Still not feeling up for streaming, I assume
18:22:56
shinmera
PincerAttack: I don't know what
18:23:04
shinmera
I thought about it but don't feel like anything really
18:24:28
shinmera
DQ11 is just... I don't feel good streaming that, honestly. It feels like such a struggle.
18:24:59
shinmera
And everything else I already forgot what we were even doing
18:29:21
shinmera
Over this entire year all I've streamed is: art, celeste, and then like three streams tops of a variety of games I all dropped
18:30:06
PincerAttack
Well, you're usually busy with work, aren't you?
18:30:20
shinmera
not during stream time
18:30:25
gingerale
Got my food delivery.
18:30:38
gingerale
I do miss your stream.
18:30:43
shinmera
I just lost the knack for it. I don't know what it is and it bothers me a lot.
18:30:46
gingerale
I do miss your streams.
18:31:24
gingerale
I'm guessing you have some sort of expectations now rather than doing it just because it's nice to hang out?
18:32:12
PincerAttack
Perhaps you realized that games are silly little things
18:32:22
shinmera
I also think about playing games and don't really feel like it?
18:32:31
shinmera
Like, even when I'm not streaming I'm not really playing anything
18:33:40
shinmera
Though I guess I do have the expectation of finishing games
18:34:02
shinmera
because I do feel bad about the three hundred I've started and never really gotten anywhere with
18:34:20
shinmera
so that's putting me off starting even more things
18:34:44
gingerale
Not able to just forget about the unfinished games?
18:35:21
shinmera
I have forgotten about the specifics, but I know I haven't finished a single game on stream this year
18:35:28
shinmera
and I think last year it was only Death Stranding.
18:35:53
gingerale
No, I mean, just conciously abandon them. Forget about them and move on.
18:36:09
shinmera
I have sealed them. I don't think I'll be returning to them.
18:36:16
gingerale
No, I mean, just consciously abandon them. Forget about them and move on.
18:36:38
gingerale
No need to feel bad about them then.
18:36:58
shinmera
:u that's not how that works
18:37:49
anon
and think of ideas to how to be a better streamer other than keep a consisted schedule
18:38:01
shinmera
anon: start ten years ago.
18:39:40
anon
yeah, I think I was in college 10 years ago
18:40:01
anon
I could only do these things when I moved out
18:40:36
shinmera
gingerale: PincerAttack: the final problem is that there isn't any game I'm excited about at the moment.
18:40:58
shinmera
I've streamed every game I can remember enjoying having played before
18:41:17
anon
I was going to start on Shadow The Hedgehog for my first affiliate stream
18:41:50
PincerAttack
Remember to play the PS2 version for optimal experience
18:42:20
anon
Does the game crash a lot?
18:42:57
gingerale
Did Disco Elysium release for Switch yet? Last I saw it was getting a physical edition.
18:43:16
shinmera
Disco Elysium is very daunting to me
18:43:30
anon
my arm is very shaky when trying to draw
18:46:13
gingerale
Then make it a long series of streams. A lot of it is just walking around and interacting with things and hoping the dice like you.
18:46:40
shinmera
the problem with big ass games is me dropping them
18:46:57
shinmera
and I'm just not feeling like it enough
18:47:19
shinmera
with the way I'm feeling right now I can 100% guarantee you I'd have lost it after 2-3 streams.
18:48:04
PincerAttack
What a shame. Maybe the only thing left is to stream games you are already familiar with
18:48:25
shinmera
as I mentioned I already streamed all I know, I'm quite sure.
18:48:42
PincerAttack
There must be something you liked you didn't show us already
18:48:54
shinmera
Can't think of anything
18:51:24
gingerale
We saw quite little and many of the stages were skipped.
18:51:38
shinmera
Monkey Ball made me nauseous and I don't feel like it.
18:52:37
shinmera
Wario Ware I already completed during my holidays
18:53:04
shinmera
nothing else new on the switch
18:53:11
shinmera
just went through my steam library, nothing there either
18:55:30
gingerale
Well, Killer 7 is on sale on Steam.
18:56:21
PincerAttack
I have a feeling that is not appealing to him
18:57:35
shinmera
For me to feel good about a stream there has to be three things
18:57:58
shinmera
There has to be an audience, I have to be enthusiastic about what I'm streaming, and I have to feel like the audience is, too.
18:58:12
shinmera
There's a lot of things where either of those two just don't apply.
18:58:37
PincerAttack
We are always enthusiastic
18:59:33
anon
I am watching other streams or am sleeping
18:59:41
shinmera
Like, my greatest passion in life is coding. But I *hate* code streams because it's just extra work for me to talk about what I'm doing and then chat is just there dead silent.
18:59:53
gingerale
What would anon be excited to see Shin stream?
19:00:05
shinmera
gingerale: something I don't give a fuck about, I'm sure
19:00:25
PincerAttack
Anon could suggest anything and then still not show up
19:00:26
gingerale
Coding streams are nice. Just because chat's quite doesn't mean chat doesn't care.
19:00:42
shinmera
gingerale: the keyword is "I have to feel"
19:00:45
anon
if anything, I watch gingy because he is chill and has a good time
19:00:52
shinmera
if nobody's talking I feel like nobody gives a shit because I can't tell
19:01:09
gingerale
Needs confirmation then.
19:02:15
gingerale
Hmm.. Maybe I should try streaming Go in the evenings. See how long it takes to get to single digit kyu levels. Probably at least a year.
19:02:36
gingerale
I considered Chess instead but it's not as fun.
19:03:43
gingerale
But don't really know how to make chat active to give you confirmation on your streaming. Most people I watch talk to a silent chat nonetheless.
19:04:53
shinmera
Sure, and that's probably why they're successful at streaming
19:05:04
shinmera
But I can't do it, it's just not for me. It makes me feel absolutely miserable.
19:07:37
anon
just talking is enough even if no one is there
19:08:30
PincerAttack
If streaming makes you unhappy then you shouldn't force it
19:08:41
shinmera
PincerAttack: streaming makes me very happy when it works
19:08:57
PincerAttack
Right, that's the issue
19:09:09
shinmera
Like everything I do it's extremely polarising
19:09:11
anon
streaming is loads of fun, I don't see why more people don't do it
19:09:22
shinmera
Art, code, writing, streaming, all of them can easily either make me very upset, or very happy.
19:09:24
anon
well, people around here like to go out and party
19:09:39
PincerAttack
Maybe you will feel like it's worth it again and this slump is just temporary
19:09:56
anon
how long has Shin been in a slump tho?
19:10:22
PincerAttack
Yeah, I am being needlessly optimistic again
19:10:35
shinmera
anon: with regards to streaming? For two years now I think
19:11:58
anon
I like to watch art streams, that is my go to now instead of games.
19:12:36
anon
watching someone do some rigging for a vtuber that I play with sometimes and it's pretty interesting
19:13:37
anon
in other news, I left another discord community because they couldn't get an idea of what game to play
19:14:25
PincerAttack
Should I even ask what that means?
19:15:40
anon
doesn't matter, I'll keep looking for more people to play with in my timezone
19:17:42
anon
wanted to play some more splatoon today but the maps weren't very good
19:18:00
anon
zones is decent but I'll be in bed by then
19:18:13
anon
I average about 3-4 hours of sleep
19:18:34
shinmera
Every few months I think about re-reading Punpun
19:18:49
shinmera
But I don't think I'm ready for that
19:19:12
anon
I already shared my opinions on that
19:19:17
anon
and I thought it was just "okay"
19:19:29
shinmera
As usual your opinions suck and I don't care for them
19:20:09
anon
It's like when me and sucky are saying how DQ 11 is one of the best games to come out of the franchise
19:20:25
anon
but only bother checking it out when someone else says it's good
19:20:48
shinmera
that's because you did not articulate it in a way that actually made it sound appealing.
19:21:14
shinmera
I'm not a baby that just follows whatever people say you know
19:21:17
anon
it's not like you'll listen to my opinions
19:22:05
shinmera
well you certainly have made an unfavourable reputation for yourself, so yeah, got an uphill battle there
19:22:28
PincerAttack
Shin only finds out a game is good when vinny streams it
19:22:51
shinmera
Vinny streamed DQ11 years ago and I did not care for it then.
19:22:56
PincerAttack
We have no emote for sarcasm here, too bad
19:23:12
shinmera
He streams lots of other stuff I think is shite
19:23:31
shinmera
almost like we're two separate people, woah
19:23:40
PincerAttack
I was only kidding mate
19:23:46
PincerAttack
I was not even half serious
19:23:56
shinmera
How serious were you in percentages tho
19:28:45
gingerale
Only the true Joker can be that un-serious.
19:29:12
shinmera
we need an emote of that
19:33:38
gingerale
Which Joker should be in the emote though?
19:35:04
PincerAttack
That is horrifying
19:36:25
shinmera
anyway with the latest update emotes can be added without reloading :toot:
19:36:54
shinmera
as successfully demonstrated
19:37:00
PincerAttack
I knew you could do it
20:09:02
gingerale
https://twitter.com/vl_tone/status/1447324736338513920
20:22:48
shinmera
Those holidays were way too short
20:23:59
shinmera
ech, looking at twitter is making me upset again
20:35:17
shinmera
just realised I made a big mistake in my drawing
20:35:43
shinmera
no, just considered something about my pose wrong
20:36:57
shinmera
now I need to redraw a good chunk
20:37:04
shinmera
and it's got a hand in an annoying perspective in it
20:44:32
gingerale
https://chat.tymoon.eu/data//stevenchan/7e916f4cd96d900b86434da7b2d787280db6aca6c56d14efee3224c5dc358f6d.png
20:44:32
Colleen
chat.tymoon.eu/data//steven... Image (PNG)
20:44:32
Colleen
chat.tymoon.eu/data//steven... Image (PNG)
20:45:18
shinmera
https://chat.tymoon.eu/data//stevenchan/05084729c50f28882bbe3aeba3eef52ed4161c9997e216c09d100eada27ebadb.png
20:45:18
Colleen
chat.tymoon.eu/data//steven... Image (PNG)
20:45:18
Colleen
chat.tymoon.eu/data//steven... Image (PNG)
20:45:35
gingerale
Ooh, she is even cooler!
20:45:47
gingerale
Like actually looks really cool. I like it.
20:47:09
gingerale
I better sleep though.. Have a good night. And good job with the art.
20:54:51
shinmera
Every day I wake up and open palm slam an URL into my browser its artaxdies dot tumblr dot com and right then and there I scroll for the new funny posts and I laugh with them I laugh with them HARD not everyone can say that they laughed at all the posts but I can
20:54:58
shinmera
And I don't remember more of the copypasta
21:01:06
PincerAttack
Thank you for the chronicles of tumblr
21:16:52
PincerAttack
Going to sleep. Have a good night as well.
Tuesday, 12th of October 2021, 3:27:18 UTC